96 more days. ~long distance relationships~ (it gets sappy) lol
This month was absolutely amazing <3
Having this time together with my boyfriend has taught me a lot about myself and our relationship. Sure I get tired as hell with “Viber” and I’ll get pissed off some days with having to deal with Skype screwing up when all i want in the world is to see my boyfriend and hear him..It gets me so irritated sometimes to be so stressed out from work and the love of my life isn’t even here in the same country as me…but that guy 6,000 miles away from me whose waiting for me, makes me the happiest I’ve ever been. With having been in a bad relationship for almost 3 years, I forgot how it feels like to be happy. To love myself, to love life and to love someone who honestly loves me back. It’s amazing and through the tears, I wont give up because an ocean separates us. Anywho he leaves tomorrow, and with a bitter sweet feeling in my heart, I know it will be okay and in 96 days, it will be my turn to fly. With a lot of thought and realizing the amazing opportunity I have, this July I am moving to Bordeaux, France and I honestly can’t wait for the new people I will meet, the places I will see and everything inbetween, but until then…it’s back to reality tomorrow night. Back to 20 hour work days….ahhh time to start counting down the days again.